The world is colder then I once knew...

So, I should be typing away at my paper but of course I find myself getting distracted another way.

The holidays should be a time of joy, love happiness and cheer.

It should be sharing some great times with loved ones, sharing warm affection.
But this is not what I find this year.

I am with a dysfunctional somewhat nuclear family.
And I think they might just explode. ha! just kidding.

I wish I was with my grandma right now..
She's taught me everything I know about life, what it means to love and being loving. What is means to serve and have hospitality. She is the one who taught me how to read, how to speak spanish, math(which explains why It's not my strength, lol), to care for the things that are yours, stay fit and healthy, she taught me a thing on praying for people even though i always had a problem with praying to saints and using a roasary.ha!.
She taught me how to love because she loves with everything she has.
I think love is magnetic, it can be contagious when it's accepted.

Her nurturing hand of love was God's way of blessing me at three.

So please God, I want see her again soon. Let that be my Christmas blessing :)
Happy Birthday grandma. Happy Birthday Jesus.


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Communication

I've realized that in communicating, you don't have to try to be perfect. All you need is the desire to communicate what you are saying. Say what you need to say. Be assured of what you are saying. And then don't be afraid to say what you need to.
Simple!

"From the heart the mouth speaks"

My first post!

Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing, thinking of life, and thinking deep, philosophical thoughts. So I figured this might help me to debrief my day, write it all down, and hopefully encourage you in the process.
I hope that I would continue to write in this often, so that that I can look back and remember how faithful God is in times when my mind forgets and my heart becomes weary.

Oh Lord, let me never forget all that you have done in my life. You are awesome, everlasting, unchanging, and always faithful. Daily draw me to yourself , daily I am reminded of your faithfulness.

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